Thursday, December 6

Reconnecting with lost faith.


I have been going through a lot lately. Between being a parent to a special needs child, the worry if he's going to be safe in the private day school he attends, to transportation van, to the house I just bought. The house needs a lot of things restored. Part of it is from the 1880s while an additional added in 2008. Now I have hit a deer, and my car insurance is refusing to fix the steering column. I don't know what else to do. I feel emotionally, and mentally weak. Life is just hitting me back to back, and I need to believe in something.

Mainly I need to believe in a greater power, that things will come together and me, and my family will be alright. I'm really trying to be functioning here. I have a house, loans, a son, two cats, and just adopted a puppy that needed a home. I have a big house, and a big heart. I know there has to be more than this, and spiritual wise I want to be a good person and attract other good people. I am tired of negative feelings, I am ready to embrace all good feelings.

My plan is to surround myself with good people, positive energy, like minds that there is more in this Universe than just us, the pain, the debt. I need to believe in the good in people, the light in people that we are going to be okay, and whatever this - this negative phase trying to keep me in this thought process that keeps looping back to everything is pointless.. I need help breaking that thought. I have cried for weeks now, and worrying myself sick how am I going to make this work. I do believe you need to give positive energy to get positive energy. 

I can't make this work on my own. This is when I came across Prophet Kofi Danso. Prophet To Danso has written 15 books on religion, spirituality and reconnecting with your lost faith.  A few of his books are A Church as a Clinic, The Spel, Kingdom Keys, and many others. I have came to the realization I need faith now more than ever. As I was reading igniting my love connectng with my faith and God. I know I am lost, and I do feel alone like I have no family, or spiritual support. Prophets are for people like me, or you that need a little guidance in finding our faith again. I personally want to feel the warmth of God's love, and open arm embrace of feeling welcomed, we all need to feel that, and not alone. We are not alone, and yes, whatever this path is, there are always more paths, turn-arounds, connecting roads to find my way back to my spirituality. I do agree with the Prophet that the Church is a clinic, and sometimes our Souls are sick (signs your Soul is sick,) and lost, we just need tht light to heal them along with others who share the same positive goal.

Sometimes we all just need a extra guiding hand, and insight to find our way back on track to make our minds back to ourselves. Full of love, light, and a higher being.

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